Why do I do this to myself?

Its times like this that I wonder why I let the outcome of a football game affect my emotional being for a few days.  I bleed green and yellow, and the Ducks’ pitiful showing on the blue turf has cut me real deep.  Its funny how I can have a gross feeling in my stomach for three days after an Oregon loss, but I guess it comes with being a true, diehard fan.  Not only do I have to cope with it, but I have to constantly be reminded of what happened on ESPN as replay after replay of Blount’s sucker punch is shown.  Its one thing to lose and completely something else to have the quality of your program kicked in the face.  Why am I down? Its because it is not even the first Saturday of college football, and my team is out of the National Championship hunt.  Well, at least Oregon State is still undefeated.